life is full of suprises...
sometimes life can be so much easier if one can lower his/her expectations and be contented with what we have. in this manner, dun be surprise if you end up gaining more intsead.

i always believe in the motto of being happy, dun worry....i m nt the worrying kind but i guess being such a practical person, i do not allow myself to indugle in fantasy or even day dreaming.
in fact, i do not even set goals to achieve. i guess u can term me as not the adventurous kind ..i like stablity, harmony among my friends and relatives, smooth sailing in my work place...i like it when i m in control...no matter what little hipcups i encounter along the way all can be easily solved if i m in control. sometimes it gets a little tiring wanting everything to be perfect but den i m nt exactly a perfectionist cos i can except flaws in my life, back to what i mention earlier, as i do not have expectations and learn to be contented with what I have. i believe i m a happier person this way...

sound like i m trying to convince myself right...haha...just tt sometimes thots flow into my head without warning and since i got my laptop up...i guess shld try and transfer these thots into abcs....

going to view my photo shoots this coming friday, really cant wait to see them, am anxious at hw they will turn out....what happen if not nice! i gotta hang tt pic in my bedroom forever you know! haha...the wedding preparation seems to be not happening guess we are still in relaxed mode, like all other events, the actions always happens only nearing to event date...den all the last min things will happen..see what's the use of timeline?? another 3 more mths to go...

cassy might nt be coming bk for my dinner....cos she also planning to get ROM herself over at England. Am i happy for her? yes, in a way but also apprehensive at her choice of her future husband whom i do not have a good impression of. But i guess i hv to trust her right? its her choice anyway. however, beside being happy and apprehensive at the same time i cant help but feel quite disapppointed...hw to term someone as your best friend when she's nt at all your major events? i always picture her at my side, at my ROM, helping out during my housewarming, choosing gowns for me, helping out at my wedding being one of the sisters...even doing a speech of possible based on our sister cum best friend bond! but all these are not happening and she must go and do her ROM about the same time as my wedding! what a clash and i wun b by her side too..haiz... too bad..i guess sometimes is like that...