On leave for the 3rd day and already dreading the thot of starting work on monday. Technically i still have 3 more days of rest counting sat and sun but cant help but feeling a little bluish already thinking of monday..bad eh. din realise that work blues can get so bad.

okay so no good news and more bad news, my father in law went for check up last week on the werid black spots that was found on his spinal bone 2 mths back, now we were told that the spots had grown and he require a more detailed scan. okay fact accepted and appointment was made. Who knows, on the very next day during his check up with the liver specialist (he had liver cancer before), spots are found on his liver as well! so they reschedule the scan to a earlier date and hope they do not find anything worse den these spots. Life is really werid, no one can understand how ironic your life can turn out to be. Just as when you thot things could be well and not get any worse, you get more and more bad updates for the past mths. i always pray and say i never asked for more but for everyone in the family to be healthy and happy. Sometimes i do feel very upset as in why cant everything be smooth sailing and peaceful? why must there be so many points of ups and downs. well, mayb sometimes this is god's way of putting you through suffering before you ca enjoy life? den again i never take things for granted and always treasure what i have. In fact, i am so easily contented that whatever good things that come along is always a bonus. so why with such a simple concept in life still lead to such complicated issues that have to happen to my family? okay, as the saying goes...take it easy, when there's a will, there's a way. I guess we just have to support one another and carry on the journey. I just pray for it to be better as we go along.

okay, times files too fast for my liking...its already the 4th day of the week. And i have been busy the whole doing spring cleaning at home! Can you imagine the amount of cleaning and packing that you need to do for a 5 room flat! And this is not even 100% of the house yet! I was like working non-stop for 5 hours! i guess i need to understand why my MIL cannot be as clean as my mum. Its really the size of the flat. den again if she do it more often, it could be easier to maintain, dun you think so?

just captions of ramdom rambling..feeling a little down..why? i dont know..